An unusual silence

It feels like it has been a while since I have posted. I have been working on the house and it has been a consuming task. I have a personality that really is rather compulsive, I think. Pretty much I get consumed with projects and I can't do anything else until it is complete. It is a great side of my personality, but it is a dark side too.

I have to struggle to remain balanced at certain times because I'm so compelled to pursue one task. As you know, much of life is about balancing many things at once. While I capitalize on my compulsion, it really is not entirely healthy. And I haven't yet fully figured out how to turn it on and off. There are some projects that I wish I could use it for, but it just never gets juiced. My life, my curse.


--Ben