Crazy

My own neurosis is made more evident when weekends like this occur. All at the same time I have these feelings:

• I don't want to cancel church because I've worked hard to prepare for this week's service.
• It would be nice to cancel church because I've worked hard to prepare and wouldn't mind sleeping in.
• I hate canceling church because then it seems like the devil wins.
• Church got canceled because God didn't put a force field around Anne Arundel County, He's ok with the church being closed.
• Well, maybe I should email a devotion, or record my sermon and post it on the web.
• Maybe I should go shovel the side walk again.
  
• Well, at least if AACC closes, then I can blame it on them.
• There's already ten inches of snow and the college hasn't closed, they should. This is ridiculous.
• Ok, that's it. I'm calling it off even though AACC hasn't. Well, maybe I'll call them first.
• Campus is closed. Good call Public Safety. But I had a really good message planned.
• Maybe I should invite people to get together at my house.
• I really should go shovel the sidewalk again.
• No, we just need to be closed.
• Send twitter on Benrainey account
• Send twitter on SRCband acount
• Send twitter on SevernRiver account
• Blog closing. (Also posts to twitter and facebook)
• Email closing. (Send 68, 31 read)
• Change website (misspell Chirstmas)
  
• Deep breath
• Tell my wife church is canceled and she looks at me and says, "No kidding!?!"
• Sunday morning I shovel for over four hours to dig my sidewalks and driveway out. I say to my neighbor, "Yeah, my Boss gave me the day off." He laughs. My other neighbor calls me Rabbi.
• Maybe I should have slept in.
• I wish we hadn't canceled church.
  

--Ben